we are the kids your parents warned you about

shits and giggles

Aliya: I miss you
Caitlin: I miss you shitloads
Aliya: dude I miss you
Insanely
MADDENINGLY
So don't try and compete it, jay biznitch?
Caitlin: k
Aliya: good



My best friend. I love her to pieces. Possibly more than any boy I shall ever meet. Yeah.

LOVE

Keen on Boys

"He would never sleep
Said I didn't mind it at all
Made me feel quite cheap
Looking back on it all
Then there was this kiss
He said thet he couldn't resist
And was I aware of what I missed?"

It's from the Marie Antoinette movie, which I just finished watching, again. My mum is one of those people who watches movies once, perhaps twice if she really likes them. It's the same with my dad. But not me, I watch movies continuously, Amélie for example, and I've never gotten sick of it. I like to analise everything in the film; how pretty the lighting is, the songs used. Sometimes I just watch the colours flick across the screen, just movement. That's when the movie is best.

it's

so overly hot

I would like it to rain continuously, like Noah's Ark, but forever. That would be so great.

about the lomography post...

Astrid would like me to say
"that she isn't actually that fat, it's the camera"
which we all already knew, you stick figure.

"you looked nice today"

a little compliment goes a long way

hmm

So I've been watching some Kubrick movies, I wrote a post on The Shining a little while ago and you know that I've noticed? They all have the hallway scene. If you've seen The Shining, it's where Danny sees the Grady twins. Thought I'd let you know.

love

me oh my, caitlin

Frankie & Monster Children.
My favorite magazines. I'm drawn to the lack of gloss, the overall lack of crap. I mean, honestly, who wants to read "Dolly Doctor" it's shit.

Jodi recently gave me a whole heap of her old frankie magazines, I was oh so happy. Even the posters where still there, it was amazing. I really want to buy number 1, so I have them all; but seriously, I'm not forking out $200 for a magazine.

Love

it's

because I like things that don't go away.

you smell like heaven. you smell like heaven. you smell like heaven. you smell like heaven. you smell like heaven. you smell like heaven. you smell like heaven. you smell like heaven. you smell like heaven. you smell like heaven. you smell like heaven. you smell like heaven. you smell like heaven. you smell like heaven. you smell like heaven. you smell like heaven. you smell like heaven.

So tell me when you hear my heart

stop

I'm spun out so far

you stop, I start.

It's raining today, makes me happy. I sat in bed reading Frankie and Monster Children, then Romeo and Juliet. I'm tragic, I know. 

"These violet delights have violent ends
And in their triumph die, like fire and powder.
Which, as they kiss, consume."

I've really been getting into lomography lately; with pol

aroids, holgas and instamatic photos. 

1. China Town, this is in a little shop called "Morning Glory". They are called love lollies haha.

2. City lights, sydney of course.

1. This is Jaspers lovely sister Astrid. She owns a holga and I do not, I'm jealous. 

Until next time, love.

follow me

to sydney on sunday
for the gay marriage rights rally.

recommended movies:
- Rachael Getting Married
- How To Be

The funniest thing happened to me the other day;
On msn, stupid josh linked me to a website. I clicked it of course, it was porn, and a girl started moaning at the top of her voice. My computer froze, and on played the various noises and words. Dad happened to be outside at the time, and all I could hear him saying was
"CAITLIN WHAT IN THE WORLD ARE YOU WATCHING?"
"someone linked me I swear"
"TURN IT OFF THEN"
"the computers frozen, dad"

thanks buddy.

love.

and they

"say that they know me
and they know that they know me
but I, I don't think they know me too well"

Yesterday was so hot, ridiculously hot.
I was at a 3rd birthday party, and all the little kids were splashing each other with the hose, it look so inviting. Summer is coming, we can all feel it in the air, but I hate it.

I miss Winter, I really do.

LOVE

ps. you smell like heaven

you smell like heaven

I'm a satellite heart.

"I'm a satellite heart, lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far, you stop, I start ."

I saw New Moon, it was quite good, the ending was a tad abrupt but I suppose that's how the book is. I really liked the soundtrack, that song in particular. I looked everywhere for it, GOOGLE DOES NOT HAVE ALL THE ANSWERS. Anyway, I finally found it and I am oh so glad. I'm hopefully recording some songs soon so if anyone knows a good guitar player, send them my way :)

www.myspace.com/cupcake_caitlin

love.

attending

greenday
patrick wolf
joanna newsom
soundwave

I'm rather excited.

world

hold on.

The Shining

Just finished watching it,
that movie is... odd

Goodbye, Mattie!

Going to Aliya's yesterday consisted of:

- many outfits

- making daisy chains

- cute photos

- trying to make Mattie feel awkward (we didn't at all succeed, it's impossible)

- eating apples and peaches

Twas a lovely day.

Mattie is leaving for Japan tomorrow, we've been constantly play Japan by Cocorosie hehe. I hope he has fun and I believe we shall all miss him so.

Goodbye, Mattie!

I have recently

refreshed my favorite song list

werewolf - cocorosie

hard times - patrick wolf
a song for ellie greenwich - the parenthetical girls

I also used the last of my polaroid film, which I am a bit sad about. If I had another $74.95 I;d be running to the shops for more, but I'm supposed to be saving :/

save the planet, eat yourself xxx

love me.

it reminds me of a post secret

but not.
New photo, it could have well been my last polaroid, but I wasn't going to take a chance like that. I think the quality is quite good for an iPhone shot? It's such a lovely dress :)

Today it's raining, and I'm still sick. The weather really can't get any better. My head's in a bit of a cloud right now. One thing I don't overly understand though, is why she is suddenly being so kind? Whatever the reason, I'm grateful, and perhaps one day - any day - she may be the sister I always wished for.

one, new, first.

How my feet want to jump up
Push me high into the sky

I found you

How my heart is beaming like the sun,
and the moon, and the stars beyound.