and you can tell

By the red in my eyes
And the bruises on my thighs
And the knots in my hair
And the bathtub full of flies
That I'm not right now at all
There I go again
Pretending that I'll fall
Don't call the doctors
Cause they've seen it all before
They'll say just
Let her crash and burn
She'll learn
The attention just encourages her

is he straight?

about as straight as a circle

you're stealing my heart again

ask me anything

I don't lie ;)

www.formspring.me/eyesinherstars 

The Heart Asks Pleasure First

The heart asks pleasure first
And then, excuse from pain-
And then, those little anodynes
That deaden suffering;

And then, to go to sleep;
And then, if it should be
The will of its Inquisitor,
The liberty to die.

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"here, you can ask me questions on my non-formspring: www.idon'thaveformspring.formspring.me"

cloudbusting

You're like my yo-yo


That glowed in the dark.

What made it special

Made it dangerous,

So I bury it

And forget.

the moonbeams would shoot out of your fingers and your toes and the ends of your hair.

me oh my, caitlin says:

I think I'm beginning to know

person says:
then we can work on you never forgetting

death is death. but love is love. death is only death. but love is love.

the perks of being a wallflower banana heart summer the virgin suicides harry potter just listen borrowed light vernon god little the folk of the faraway tree how to make a bird the lovely bones the truth about forever identical strangers silver chair heidi a riddle of green little fur a fox called sorrow you had me at goodbye love, stargirl LET'S JUST SAY WILLIAM S. IS PRETTY RAD?

broken social scene the joy formidable MGMT joanna newsom, belle and sebastian the xx devendra banhart brand new her space holiday the temper trap the velvet underground vampire weekend bjork regina spektor angus and julia stone lisa mitchell camille of montreal beirut cocorosie the strokes noah and the whale sufjan stevens I'm from barcelona toploader empire of the sun laura marling yeah yeah yeahs ben harper the smiths luluc bright eyes joni mitchell the jacksons frankie valli the beatles new young pony club camera obscura casiotone for the painfully alone blue oyster cult the animals the bee gees the band the band of bees the B-52's edward sharpe and the magnetic zeros florence and the machine patrick wolf friendly fires emiliana torrini the radio dept. passion pit parenthetical girls GIRLS lykke li fink amy meredith the middle east it's a musical sarah blasko sia jorane moby the black ghosts muse cat power nina simone devotchka mazzy star cat stevens mute math bon iver hurricane bells coldplay crowded house the police radio head

we accept the love we think we deserve

soooo

I was just unstacking the dishwasher
dropped a glass
tripped
and cut the top of my hand open

how is that even possible?

I tell him,

I know, about the time he was a worldly and beautiful teen living fast and dangerous. I know about the danger. Then we melt again...

well it would be wild

to be kissing with my mouth open, strumming with a hand that didn't know calm... Running that hand through an endless forest floor, accelerating lust riots... But this unbroken heart knows what it has met! Straight into the eyes of a storm it saw some unreadable fear but sidewats saw (almost openly) redefining love of danger. This pot will bubble on untended and unintended, more happily, and wait for the unhungry diner.

you remind me of grapefruits

Who do

snow capped people go home to, mountain? To themselves? Where do the rivers run in both directions, mountain? Why all the water? Why all the wings?

so awfully gold like

we watch it slip away, watch our ideas melt into weakness and out love for guilty pleasures usrp our grip. The name of the untamed beats our drum. Time has taken me young: weaving my arms into their own actions: leaving residue like a new kind of weather. Today drifted through me rather than I through it. My forehead will be measureable by moments equasion.

songs

if looks could kill - camera obscura eighties fan - camera obscura
money - pink floyd
colourblind - counting crows
little lion man - mumford and sons
lady jesus - asteroids galaxy tour
daylight - matt and kim (only cause it was playing in myer and I was what the fuck, what has the world come to?)
love connection - parenthetial girls
love connection part 2 - parenthetical girls
the CN tower belongs to the dead - owen pallett
hey - the pixies

am I do dear?

do I run rare?
and you've changed some
peach plum pear
peach plum...

so

I got tagged
but I'm actually a really boring person.

breathe in

breath out
I am fine
I am fine

serenade

don't watch the video cause it's shit, just listen to the music